There are moments in life where you need no affirmation that you are exactly where you are meant to be. When the muddled what if's or should have, could have, would have's fade away. Moments when future plans blurr, too distant to discern. Moments when you wish you could freeze time. Stand still. Never change. I often find myself watching our 'kids' and wishing with all my heart that I could make time stand still so that nothing would ever change. Old age wouldn't consume our dogs. Time wouldn't haunt our bodies and we could simply be exactly as we are at that moment.
But what is life without adventure? How could you know the happy times truly are happy without knowing the sad? How can you touch lives if you never grow into the person you were meant to be? Life is complex. Filled with too many moments to freeze. And if that invisible force pushing us forward, moving us to the next day, never gave us that gentle nudge to move on would we then never know the bliss that awaits us?
There are moments in this life that I will never forget. My grandpa calling out, "here comes star." Hiding from the neighborhood boogie man with girl friends in middle school (the pee man - LOL). Showing up on my sister's doorstep crying and her enfolding me in a hug. My family laughing so hard at a silly shrunken T shirt. Seeing my husband for the first time. Seeing my husband at the end of the aisle...
Too many moments to recount here.
I pray that I never forget those moments. That I can look back on life, unleash the treasured times and be filled the memory of a life well lived. To everyone reading this, treasure your moments. The good, the bad and the ugly. Tally your blessings and let go of that which holds you back. At end of my life you'll find me recounting my moments....date nights with grandma and drinking too much wine...giving my parents a 'cool' wave at my volleyball games...playing in the halls of the hospital with Levi the night Arianna was born...meeting Tonio for the first time...Marilyn's patience teaching me to ride the quad...the night we brought home our Champ...